I've decided to start this new blog largely as a personal journal for my Bible memorizing efforts. The last two months have been very fruitful in this area of my life. God has reinvigorated my passion to know Him through the Word. When I was 25 I set the goal of memorizing the New Testament by the time I was 30. At age 29 I was on pace to make it, or at least very close to the pace. However, at that time I hit a major wall. I was also attending seminary and working, and we were expecting our third child under age 4! So over the next five years or so it was all I could do to just review and remember the 24 books I had learned. But by God's grace I didn't lose anything during that period and have recently resumed my forward advance.
Right now I am drawing near to the end of the Gospel of Mark. Then I will have 25 books finished. After that I will jump into Acts, and then finally the Gospel of Matthew, finishing up the 27 books of the NT right around my 35th birthday (April 28, 2012), hopefully. That is the current goal, anyway. After that I dream of tackling Psalms and Proverbs. From there, who knows? For the first time in my life I have actually allowed myself to consider the possibility that I could, if given the time and the empowering of the Holy Spirit, memorize the entire Bible. What a strange and blessed and overwhelming calling! Of course it is not the memorizing itself that is difficult. It is the constant review to insure that nothing is forgotten. But that is also where the blessing awaits.
I chose the title "Swallowing the Sword of the Spirit" for several reasons. At first I thought the image was a little too disturbing. Swallowing a sword is painful and hard to watch. However, I think in some way that is a fitting image. There is a certain amount of pain you must endure to memorize Scripture. There is pain in sacrificing other parts of life in order to dedicate the required time and energy. There is sometimes physical and mental pain in the level of concentration required. Most importantly, however, there is the spiritual pain of being broken and reformed by the Holy Spirit as the Word invades one's spirit and makes changes from the inside out.
Heb 4:12 says, "For the Word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edge sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart."
And of course the phrase "Sword of the Spirit" comes from the famous passage in Ephesians about spiritual armor:
Eph. 6:17- "Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God."
It really doesn't matter if anyone ever reads this blog, though if it can be a helpful resource for those travelling the same path, so be it. If that describes you, my God bless you as you undertake this painful calling. Please let me know how it is going. We can encourage each other along the way!
Remember His Words!
-Cory
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